2am rolled around on the clock and naturally my eyes opened up and I laid there staring at the ceiling for a good, long while.
I was still feeling entirely full and sick, so I got out of bed and sipped half a glass of soda and sorted out my stress and nerves.
I'm feeling much more collected now. Sometimes stress can snowball and I think before I realized what was happening, that's what happened to me.
Maybe it was the bubbly carbonation, or the flavor wild cherry diet pepsi, or the fact that the house was so quiet at 2am while I drank it in sweet serenity, but when I finished off the last sip of my drink...I simply felt better.
And just for the record, I know I messed up and ate fries and that was a big Lenten boo-boo on me. I'll repent for that. Yesterday was just a freakazoid day for me - not that I should give excuses.
I'm meeting up with a few girlfriends in three hours for lunch, and the last thing I feel like looking at right now is ~food~. Bluurrrgh.
2 comments:
What has you so stressed? I am sorry that you are having such a difficult week. Maybe the lunch with friends will help.
That's like a really gross amount of food! Hope whatever you're stressed out over gets figured out.
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